Baby Fever

There are some days when all I do is think, pray, hope, wish, and cry for a baby! BUT then there are those days I have worked my ass off for some of the worst patients ever and I never want to have kids again......it's usually short lasted though! I am still working on losing all the weight to be at my goal and if all goes well I will get the job at the cancer center. US oncology offers fertility benefits to all employees and with all the weight loss and the benefits I just know we would get our BFP!! Financially we cannot pay for another round of IVF out of our pocket. We have spent well over $30,000 and we just can't do it again. I am praying that this is all in Gods plan and that in the next week I will get called back for a second interview and then get an offer!! God really has been so great to Johnny and I and I give thanks!