Birthday!!

Ok so today is my father n laws birthday and with that said I think I should post about my moms 60th birthday party!!

We had a blast and I was so happy that everyone showed up and not fights broke out (what can I say....I am a redneck Texas family) DH and I bought so much food and cooked way to much, the kids had a blast playing with the dogs and cats and riding the jeeps in the yard, my mom got alot of good presents, and most of all my mom had a wonderful time and was soooooo happy!!

It is hard to believe that I am 32 and my mom is 60!! WOW....time has flown by. My oldest neice turned 21 in January and she has 2 beautiful step-kids of her own!! I have posted a few pictures from the party....hope you can see how much fun we had!!

Clutsy woman!!

Ok so I have never been one to be called "grace" but apparently I am LOL. Yesterday I went to meet Johnny for lunch and as we are leaving the resteraunt I somehow FALL!! But not only do I fall, I break my left ankle, busted open my right knee and embarress myself completely. So I am in bed with it propped up waiting till Thursday to go see an Orthopedist!! Yesterday after I got home I cried like a baby because I felt like I was going insane. I mean when am I going to get a break. So someone today on Mybabish told me I have to hit rock bottom to start going back up and I am thinking I am almost there!! I need to re-evaluate my life, my faith, and my dreams. I need to start going to church again and renew my relationship with God. I need to me more optomistic but realistic with my life, dreams, and desires. Maybe I am being punished for all the bad things I have done in life. I am not perfect, nor ever claimed to be. I am not better than anyone else, yet have thought that while judging someone. I am not as special to this world as I would like to think I am. I am one person, one average person, one everyday person. Why should I think I should have the world at my feet when so many other one persons does not. I think I need to make sure my chldren are raised in the word of God and become the best people they can become. Something I have let slip to the wayside. I see now where I have gone wrong in my life and my childrens lives. Noah and Joseph live in this house and I need to make sure that as long as I am responsible for them they should learn about responsibility, faith, and friendship. Ok so off to meet Mr. Darvocet again!!

2 things!!

JUST 2 THINGS

Two names you go by
1. Melissa
2. Mel

Two things you're wearing now:
1. Black stretch pants
2. Orange shirt

Two things you would want in a relationship:
1. Honesty
2. Respect

Two of your favorite things to do:
1. Spend time with my family and friends
2. Decorate

Two things you want very badly at the moment:
1. To be pregnant
2. To be able to come up with the money for the shared risk program

Two things you did yesterday:
1. Slept
2. Watched Twilight

Two things you ate yesterday:
1. Chicken enchiladas
2. Crescent rolls

Two people you last talked to:
1. My Husband
2. My best friend

Two things you're doing tomorrow:
1. Orientate with hospice house
2. Having lunch with my husband

Two favorite holidays:
1. Thanksgiving
2. Halloween

Two favorite beverages:
1. Dr Pepper
2. Ice Tea

Two people no longer alive that you'd like to talk to:
1. My father
2. My brother N Law

Two people you are tagging to fill this out:
1. Teri
2. Kristen

Thoughtful Thursdays

I follow a couple of blogs that do "thoughtful thursday". I think this is an awesome idea that the whole world can benefit and learn from. The idea is that on Thursday you are going to go out and do something extra ordinary for someone else. It can be a stranger or someone you know, love, or hate. But do it with kindness and only to do it and hope it gets pay forwarded. Do not do it with the intentions to get something back or that you will be "doing one better" than the next person but only for the gift of doing it. God has given us a great blessing to be here in this big world with technology to to "know" people all around the world. Take the opportunity to learn from your "neighbor" and PRAY for our world like you have never prayed before.

Going home

As of Friday March 13, 2009 I will be free again, I get to go home!! This is going to be so wonderful. I will have lots of limits and boundaries for a few more weeks since I have no immune system. But home......how can I argue with that!! Thanks for all the prayers and support!! Now on to getting well and finally starting TTC again!! Ok maybe not right away but soon. I want to post some pics but not sure how on here and I have no clue of how to change my blog. I thought I could do it similar to Myspace but its not!! anyways!!