Thanksgiving

So today is thanksgiving and I do have alot to be thankful for. I have the worlds greatest husband, I love and adore him and can't imagine my life without him!! I have two of the greatest children anyone could ever ask for. They are smart and funny and an absolute joy to be around!! I have a great job and I enjoy going to work and knowing that I have helped someone on that day!! I have an awesome and beautiful house, that is filled with anything I ever wanted or could want!! I have a family that is dysfunctional but a family!! I have a best friend that never never never judges me and is always the voice of reason with me!! I do not have the brand new camaro I want and I did not get pregnant or find a family to share ivf with but I am thankful and blessed. God to you I give thanks for all I have, you are my lord and gave me your son to be my savior and for this I am most thankful!! Glory be to God!!

moving on

So far we have moved on as much as we can. The 3 year anniversary of Chloe came and went like any other day. We have been planning our ski trip and trying to stay busy. I have been going out with girlfriends alot lately and watching alot of bands play and just having fun. I can say that I am not totally obsessed like I was before about TTC but it still plays around in my head from time to time. I still think about having surgery and letting it just happen if it is going to happen. But until then we are trying to enjoy this life as much as we can. I am not missed in any blessings by no means because I do have Joseph and Noah in my life and God do I love them. I would die for them as any parent would for their child and I pray to God that they are being blessed everyday and that life is all they want it to be.